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Saturday, November 12, 2005
Smilez
Mood:
 energetic
Now Playing: Truckin' -Grateful Dead
"What in the world ever became of Sweet Jane
She lost her sparkle you know she isn't the same
Living on reds, vitamin C, and cocaine
All a friend can say is 'Aint it a shame'"
-Grateful Dead
Today was a good day. A very good day. I spent it with my bestest buddy Samantha. She is soooooooooooo cool. We went shopping. Shoppping is so fun. I didn't have a lot of money so I put some things on layaway. I actually didn't see my lover boy today which kind of put a damper on things but not totally.
School has been good. I missed 4 days last week so that isn't all that good. But when I do go I love it. I still haven't made any friends. There are people I tlk to that I'd call friendly acquaintences but nobody I actually hang out with. I would much rather go to Operation Grad. For me having a social life is half of being successful in school and at my school I don't really have that. Poor me. *Cries a river and drowns self*
But yeah I'm about to go see if there are any losers willing to hang out with me tonight. I doubt it but I'll find out.
Amanda MiChelle
"I may be going to hell in a bucket, baby
but atleast I'm enjoying the ride"
-Grateful Dead
Posted by andiemichelle
at 8:03 PM EST
Monday, October 10, 2005
GRRR...
Mood:
 cool
Now Playing: The Beatles- A Day In The Life
GRRR on the government!
I'm bored.
There is like nothing to do around here.
Just thought I'd write a few lines to keep my readers entertained.
Readers?
Like I have any.
LOL.
OK, so what's up with me?
I'm good
Life rocks.
School rocks.
Boyfriend rocks.
GRRR on boyfriend!
Thinking of boyfriend.
I love boyfriend.
Boyfriend is awesome.
But yeah.
Moving on from boyfriend.
Me and the mother are having issues again.
GRRR on the mother!
She really does so some horridly mean things to me sometimes.
Things no parent should ever tell their kid.
But on the bright side, whenever I decide to finish writing my book, people will buy it.
All because I come from a broken home.
That shit sells.
Society loves it.
GRRR on society!
But yeah.
I'm still bored.
But aren't you happy?
You got about three minutes of entertainment.
Isn't it great when psychos like me let people take a peek into their mind?
You know you love it.
Don't deny the feeling.
But yeah.
I'm going to update my web page now.
Check it out soon.
Love Ya,
Andie MiChelle
P.S. I just found out that Aleister Crowley was Wiccan. Look it up it's true.
"Merry we meet, merry we part" -Aleister Crowley
Posted by andiemichelle
at 7:35 PM EDT
Monday, September 26, 2005
Bo-ored!!!
Mood:
 chillin'
Now Playing: We Belong Together- Mariah Carey
"Who am I gonna lean on when times get rough/ Who's gonna talk to me till the sun comes up?"
Hey,
I am so bored right now. Nobody is home so I have nobody to talk to. Life is great though. I get to go to school tomorrow...*TE-HE*. I miss my baby Jared (everybody say "awwwwwwwwwwww"). I love that kid...he is like greatness in a bottle. But anyways I really have nothing to say I'm just really bored.
"Driving that train, high on cocaine"
Yeah music is like awesome. No it's not, it's awesomeness. Ha! Now what, beat that word. Yeah I'm really bored.
"She went away for the holidays/ Said she's going to LA/ She never got there, she never got there, she never got there they say"
But yeah, I'ma go now since I have nothing to say. I'll write more when I think of something.
Love and Anarchy...~Amanda MiChelle
Posted by andiemichelle
at 8:22 PM EDT
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Poor me
Mood:
 sad
Now Playing: No music
Hey, hey, hey
Can you hear me?
I haven't written anything on here in a while.
I really should catch you up on things.
But, I'm not going to.
If you don't already know then I guess I didn't tell you.
If I didn't tell you then I guess I didn't want you to know.
But yeah life is pretty good right now. I'm having no relationship problems. I really love Jared and I don't think understands exactly how much. But it's alot. Maybe even more than I love myself.
I'm writing a book. It going to be very similar to the book Crank but not quite the same. My book will focus on Marijuana and it's effects. You WILL want to read it.
I go to the JH tomorrow. That kind of sucks. Only for the weekend though, or at least I hope so. If those fucking peoples try to keep me for longer I will be one p'd off chicky. But they would do something like that to me. Just because I have so much hoing for me right now. I'm trying to turn my life around and nobody seems to care.
I wrote a poem. It's called In My Eyes. It goes:
In my eyes I see a girl
Who hates the world around her
Who ran away inside herself
and hates you cause you found her
In my eyes I see a girl
Who hates the god who made her
Who prayed to him everyday
Until finally he betrayed her
In my eyes I see a girl
Who hates the way you treat her
Who wants to get away
But is so afraid you'll beat her
In my eyes I see a girl
Who hates the drugs he gave her
Yet when she wants to kill herself
They're the only things that save her
In my eyes I see a girl
Who let her mother mold her
Who really needs her mother now
But has no one to hold her
In my eyes I see a girl
Who is struggling inside her
Who only wanted a little love
But that they denied her
The End. Ok, maybe not really the end cause it kind of just ends but that is the end for now. I'll add more later.
But yeah I gotta go call my lovely so I'ma write more later.
Love Ya,
Andie MiChelle
Posted by andiemichelle
at 9:53 PM EDT
Sunday, August 21, 2005
My Super Sweet Sixteen
Mood:
chillin'
Now Playing: Golden Age Of Grotesque -Marilyn Manson
"I'm not an artist, I'm a fucking work of art" -MARILYN MANSON
Hey, hey, hey! I have an absolutly great day. I turned 16 today. Happy birthday to me!!! At first I thought it was going to suck because I didn't think nobody would come see me. But then Jared came over and that made me really happy. I love that kid sometimes. He's so perfect. But yeah my mom bought me cake and pizza, my two favorite things. Me and Jared hung out for like alot of hours. We didn't argue once the whole time. It was a perfect day for me. But tomorrow I go to court and I'm scared I'm gonna get locked up. But I'm trying to think positive so maybe I won't.
"We're the low art Gloominati and we aim to depress
The scabaret sacrilegends
This is the golden age of grotesque" -MARILYN MANSON
Posted by andiemichelle
at 12:01 AM EDT
Saturday, August 20, 2005
I hate him sometimes!!!!
Mood:
sad
Now Playing: Nothing
Topic: Life Sucks
He is so horrible. He makes me cry like everytime I talk to him. He doesn't love me. He doesn't respect me. Sometimes I think he doesn't even know I exist. He can't talk to me cause his faggot friend is there. Poor Me. My life really sux. I have no friends. I have no life. All I have is my bed and my sleeping pills. It really sucks to be me. I have no money to buy drugs. No drugs to get me high. And no high to make me happy. School starts on Tuesday and I have no school to go to. Another example of how I have no life. But yeah I feel so much better now that I've expressed how I feel. So yeah I'll write back soon.
Love and Anarchy...~Andie MiChelle
Posted by andiemichelle
at 8:03 PM EDT
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Back On Track (kinda)
Mood:
 happy
Now Playing: This Is The New Shit -Marilyn Manson
"Babble babble, bitch bitch, rebel rebel, party party, sex sex sex, and don't forget the violence..." -MARILYN MANSON
I'm feeling good today. I have my Manson playing and I just ate. Those are the best things in life, music and food. I went to church earlier. I was kind of high but that's all good cause I don't think anybody noticed. Just smoked a little weed, ok it was a fat blunt, with Jared and Brandon, before I went to church. Me and Jared have been getting along OK today. He hasn't called me a slut or a bitch all day, we're moving up. I wrote him a really heartfelt letter today. It made me cry it was so deep and so true. I'm seriously about to sacrifice my cat to the dark side if he don't stop jumping on me (Ok, maybe not seriously, but that'd be interesting don't ya think?).
"It's too hard to hold hands when your hand's a fist" -MARILYN MANSON
Love and Anarchy...~Andie MiChelle
Posted by andiemichelle
at 10:34 PM EDT
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
God Is A Number You Cannot Count To
Mood:
 don't ask
Now Playing: I Don't Like The Drugs (But The Drugs Like Me) -Marilyn Manson
Topic: Life Sucks
Can you hear me now? I feel like nobody can hear me, like nobody really knows me. Do you know me? I'm not thinking you do, not thinking you even care if you do. But I care. I care a lot. My life is so hectic. I need drugs. Cocaine sounds good about now. Opposite to what Manson is screaming through my stereo right now, I love the drugs. I love everything about the drugs. They are like the boyfriend I've always wanted. They pick me up when I am down and wipe the tears from my face. If only Jared would do that. Jared is just the opposite. he is usually the reason I am down, the reason the tears are on my face in the first place. Yeah, it sucks to be me. I'm really not trying to complain, I'm just looking for somebody to listen. I wake up each day thinking 'Is this it?'. I mean seriously, is this all life is. Drugs. God, I need to get high.
"Im not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you til somebody better comes along..."-Marilyn Manson
I'm going down. My life really sucks. I have no job, no money, no drugs. I do have a boyfriend but he won't tell me he loves me. Yeah that's me. Now that you have read this maybe you'll look at me differently. Maybe you'll read the next one and the next one and get to know me for who I really am. Cause I want you to know. I'm screaming for you to know. Can you hear me now?
Love and Anarchy...~Andie MiChelle
Posted by andiemichelle
at 8:55 PM EDT
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